Thinking back on my post a few days ago, there was so much more I wanted to write. Unfortunately I tend to write longer posts in the first place, so I didn't really want to overwhelm anyone that MIGHT possibly come across my blog.
But, as these things tend to go, I can no longer even remember what it was I wanted to say...funny how that happens.
So many things can happen in such a short period of time...I guess I'm realizing now more than ever that I need to spend my time much more wisely. I'm a chronic procrastinator, and it's causing me more problems than I should have to deal with right now, but I'm also getting answers...answers that I was afraid wouldn't bring me anymore comfort than the inner turmoil I have been dealing with since December...
I guess I've been thinking a LOT about serving a mission for my church, it would be 18 months of proselyting, but logistically for the other choices I'm making in my life right now it just doesn't seem feasible. I've been stressing sooo much about how to make that work, but then there was General Conference this past weekend. It was amazing. I got so many answers that I didn't even realize that I needed. Those answers were about serving a mission, and other things in my life...turns out I don't need all the answers right now, it's okay if I don't know yet, I need to trust that everything works out the way it's supposed to. :)
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