Thanksgiving, Dreams, and Jersey

To start with, Happy Thanksgiving!

I hope we all remember the wonderful blessings we have in this life and share them with those we love.
I spent thanksgiving at my sister's house and it was great.  The whole family...well minus one who's off at school...came.  It was fun.

In any case, I'm so thankful for everything I have, but I woke up this morning  after having this great dream.  One of those, this could be my life and why aren't I living it yet because now I wake up and feel like crap about myself because I got to see everything I ever wanted in this dream and now I don't have any of it.  Yeah...it was a great dream, but see, that's the problem with dreams I guess, is that no matter how wonderful they are, you always end up waking up.  I didn't even want to get out of bed at first because just thinking about the dream had me feeling depressed about myself, and looking at past relationships and just feeling a little down on myself.  But thankfully, I'm not one to dwell too long on things that make me sad.

In about 2 hours, I am going to wake up, get dressed in layers upon layers of clothes, climb in a car, sleep, and drive with my dad and some other guys from church to New Jersey.  There, we will help clear roads, gut houses, and whatever else they need us to do for the recovery effort from hurricane sandy.  I'm really excited to start helping.  Don't worry though, I'll update when I can.  ....Not that anyone really reads this or anything....but anyways.

Time to try and sleep for the little while that I have left before its time to leave I guess...too bad I feel too wired to actually sleep...

Pixi