Monday, May 20, 2013

Side effects?

Ever had a day that you thought was gonna start out great, but then you end up wondering why you are where you are, doing what you're doing?

I'm kind of having that feeling right now. I woke up feeling great today, so I went to the church to play volleyball. But it got kind of...well out of control. Don't get me wrong. I'm competitive, I enjoy playing hard. But I don't like it when people start getting angry and yelling and for me it was a little too much to handle today.

This medication is really messing with how I normally react to stuff. It's like I'm more sensitive now to stuff and it's kind of making me a little crazy. Don't get me wrong, I'm more in control than I ever have been in my entire life, but I don't like feeling upset. And it's weird little things that are setting me off right now that ordinarily wouldn't bother me. Hopefully this is just a temporary side effect and with practice I can get a better handle on it. It'll be okay. Right?

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